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近期网络很不稳定 不知道还能保持在这里多久。

还是先讲讲这首歌。 很久前 突然觉得也不是很久 大约是三年前 在大师兄的博客上听到这首背景音乐

有些音乐大概是这样的 它是不起眼的。 不过看着文字 它在后面安静地流淌 果真就像湖水一样。

于是你就突然注意到它了。

这是个日本歌手 所以不佳的英语发音可以理解与忽略。歌词写得还行。但是她的声音和风格确实是讨我喜欢的。

然后 到现在我还经常在一些需要背景音乐的场合放着它。

本来讲音乐的话该到此为止 但突然听到音乐里的萨克斯管声 还是想说一句 真喜欢那个性感。

家里寄来的包裹到了。不少东西 最耀眼的大约就是那两盒龙井茶叶了。

但是我总有这样并不是很正宗的强迫症。那盒绿茶包还没喝完 我却要非得把那些茶包都喝完才肯开始动茶叶。

这种症是会让人浪费光阴的。比如我一开始看一部电影 不管它多么无聊压抑 我也要把它看完。 可能是痛苦的 可这症真是改不了了 或者是无意去改。

今早还决意将《长恨歌》看完 到最后 所谓的决意也是自欺欺人。

七宗罪里 懒惰是之一。 其实人人都讨厌一拖再拖地做事 可是我们还是在无数次地以这样的风格行事。

所以回过头去看自己做一件事所花费的力气 经常觉得其实自己很渺小。

努力过 就得了意。 真傻。 如果能把天生的惰性偶尔摒弃一下 便不用花费这么多时间与精力去做同一件事了。

过了九天 还是有很多事没想清楚。

不同的是 不像国庆前那样了 信心满满地想要理清和解决

现在放弃了。

生活会好起来的。绝对绝对

A couple seasons
just passed me by
since you made me feel so real
That feeling I remember,
it was as good as it can be.

I haven't seen you for a while,
I wonder if you are well.
What's going on in your mind,
I really would like to see.

I try to see but it won't do,
it's taking time to get near.

Something is hart to explain
I wonder can I tell you.

We haven't been talking much,
it doesn't mean I don't care.
Should I just call you to say
I'm falling and I miss you.

oooh hoo
Wish I was with you in my dreams
and I'm praying to be your side
and suddenly you'll slip away

oooh hoo
Easy as flowing down the stream
Do you know that?
Will you understand me?
Why is it you make me wait so long?

Sometimes do you think of me
as much as I think of you
I'd like to know when you dream
Am I there?
Do you miss me?

I know you can't share life with me
and I don't know what to do
but if you walk right thru my door,
you will see that I miss you

In my heart
I want you
to know that

I miss you